I've taken some time to reflect on life and I don't like how it's been going so far since January. I feel like I've been trapped in a web of "Minty" and while that's not a bad thing, it's time that Minty shares the spot light with others. I have so many other wonderful characters that I really need to draw more of and feel bad for neglecting. Playing Tomodachi Life recently has really made me come to terms with how little I've been drawing my other characters, even Angel and Stick Sonic. So, moving forward, I'm going to try to draw more art of my other characters, as well as upload more comics, video, and hopefully mods.
I also wanna take a step back from NSFW. I'm not going to stop drawing NSFW entirely as it really does help with structure and posing, but I am going to focus more on SFW instead of NSFW moving forward. I don't want my NSFW to define me, I want my wonderful SFW creations to define me. NSFW was always just something I did for fun on the side, I never wanted it to steal the show.
As for Minty (and my other adult Pokémon characters), they aren't going away either. I'm just going to draw SFW art of them moving forward with an occasional NSFW once in a blue moon, like how it should have been. I'm also going to make sure that these characters don't drown out my other characters and that each character can shine. (Obviously, Minty isn't going away. She is my other "sona" character, next to Angel. I'm just going to make sure that Minty shares the captain's wheel with Angel going forward).
Lastly, I need to remind myself that I draw for me, not for others. The reason I create is because I love to make stuff. So, if I ever have droughts where I don't make anything for a while, it's fine. I really shouldn't beat myself up about it. I create because it's fun and I don't wanna ruin that. That being said, commissions will be opening soon, once I finish renovating the "commissions" page on my website. But to start, it will only be SFW commissions. I hope everyone understands.
Weird journal, I know. But, I really wanted to get off my chest how I've been feeling recently. I've had a lot on my mind. I'm not a "bad" person, but what defines a "good" person is also kind of hazy. I'm just a person... I make mistakes, do stupid actions, and become fixated on things accidentally like everyone else. You'll never know what I'm like if you only view me from the outside. Get to know me and you'll see that I really am a friendly, goofy, person who just loves to play games and create.
I guess that's all for now, lol. I don't know how to end this.